Tuesday, January 13, 2009

is it pathetic that i don't feel welcome in my own chat anymore?

1 comment:

Damon said...

o.o I think you and I are the only ones that read this stuff.. So while the rest are left clueless; I know what you are thinking and going through or at least what you put on here. As every single individual should know with time it can go either way. It will either break you are inside into pieces or make you stronger from the world that surrounds it. With your fading appearance to darkness it just might be that you are slowly fading away from it. I can't say that's a good thing because I haven't even gotten to really know who you are as a person let alone who you are inside of your mind. That sucks to me because in a lot of ways I see a great person lost for some reason and I just don't know why. Maybe it's who I am over analyzing the idea or you rather than focusing on what your mind becomes to write here. I know that lots of people talk about you every day, some miss you greatly, some hate your rules, some just ask where you are? I wonder this myself but I brush it off because that is your life and your own decisions. I shouldn't worry about what you are doing but I think a lot about if you're still happy with life and your decisions? I do this because I like you and care for you and you may think as others why I, Daniel, act this way? Well it's because I believe who you talk to in your life will always strongly affect who you want to be. I am what the people around me help me be and that person is great, he’s funny, he’s kind, he’s caring and he’s there for anyone and everyone no matter what. That’s who you are as well; just no one can see it because you hide that. I don’t know that’s how I feel anyways.

I <3 You!

You should always be welcomed with open arms into your room and if you don’t feel like it then makes it so you can.

Smile, Smile, Smile…

Daniel

Oh it’s not pathetic; I hope you understand what I was trying to say because I barely ever know what I’m talking about if that makes any sense.