Lately things in Darkness are er...slow...especially when I'm not there apparently. Well sometimes the chat does better without me and other times not so much. I don't know which this instant is. I'm not sure what xat would do with it if it were abandoned. I've heard they'd give it to someone else in consideration of it's age and popularity at the time but if it's deserted?. I don't know I'd kind of hate to see what someone else would do to it. So if I were to leave I don't think I'd come back. Bella wants to use xats to promote Darkness for an hour or so but that would only be a short term solution. There's a lot of people just not coming anymore. Ethan for example said he's taking a break. Really I have no idea what's going on these days. It's all just a blur to me anymore. I just don't know.
Someone asked me to delete Darkness today. Or reset the chat and make it members only and ban everyone. He told me Darkness ruined his life...What can I say to that? How many other lives am I ruining?
You will probably be seeing fewer and fewer blogs from me because , well, let's face it no one wants to read about how I'm feeling or what's going on in my life. No one cares about that kind of stuff. So most of my posts will be consisting of what's going on with Darkness most of the time. If not it's likely to be something I find entertaining for the moment.
Sakura. Hun...I love you so much and honestly if noone cared about you they wouldnt come here. Hun your an amazing person and you've created something...like child amlost. Its fed (by the ppl who chatter away into the long hours of the night) and its great. Just because some ppl dont get on much doesnt mean anything. Alot has changed for alot of people since you first started the chat. You don't see it like we do. Your the owner. You werent ever a green person in the bottom of the list who had to earn the peoples respect as they got on. When I was a noob in here. (both times)It sucked. the first time. Two mays ago it took me a literal month to get membership. Then in october when I left it took me three weeks when i got back. but it was so worth it. I love you and everyone in here. honestly...i've not been happier then when these "crack heads" get me laughing. anyways hun love you Keri.
I think a lot more people would be sad if darkness went away then would be happy v.v If it stresses sakura out too much then i think she should give it a break...not too long though :/ As for many people not coming anymore, it seems to me that a Lot of people on xat in general dont come on anymore. Maybe they are just growing away from xat. It's sad to see them go because many of them are so memorable and I really miss them. But I am sure that my time to depart from Darkness and xat is not too far off either.
I haven't been reading sakuras blogs long, but when I'm bored or just need some intelligent or any conversation at all it's nice to scroll down and learn about someone else's life, and not worry so much about my own. Please keep writiing :3 ~Poi
The chat fluctuates a lot, with and without you; it's like everything my friend. Sometimes things in life are kicking and wonderful other times just so low you might not feel like even living anymore. To be honest I don't know you well enough to say this next thing but I'm going to say it because this is who I am. I feel that giving up on things that help people during the day and letting it go would be weak and the most simple, easiest way out of doing something instead of fighting for something you created to see its rise in the future. Someone wouldn't give their all into something of someone else’s because it's not theirs. So you know of a few ppl that are or even were you friends that came here all the time right? What about your new friends that have been coming here? What about them Sakura? People change, things change but there's always something to look forward to. And that person whose life was ruined is the person I feel sorry for because a room doesn't destroy a life, only you can destroy you; that person has to discover his words were only meant to him. I have noticed that this room has had it's share of racist, sexist and mean people come in here and some are still here just hiding behind a mask going unnoticed to the rest but not to me. I've seen them change their minds, their attitudes and their ways and then I seen them come out and show their real selves once in a while. I watch the screen a lot because I am a loser and have no life but honestly I don't care. In darkness I have met some great and amazing ppl whom are pervs but goofy ppl as well and I think of them as my friends. You Sakura are one of those ppl and its f-in weird of me to say something like this but Darkness did change my life and it's because of my actions and who I am inside that did it. I'm glad that you are here, I'm glad that I met you, Kylie, Keri, Jack, Poi, Brandon, Bella, Declan, Shark, Bubba, DH, Skittle, Jimmeh, Cody, Jasmine, Fuzzy and Matt and that's just a few. I get on here every day that I can because I like it here; I like these ppl because in some real odd way, they make me really smile. I know that this is just a chat room and I could be doing a lot more right now with myself but why? Why would I want to go out there and meet new ppl that will only hurt me or just turn out to be fake, when I can just come here and be weird, odd and random in this darkness where I first came to get cookies and never left! I went from a simple guess that got kicked to being a mod and that has to mean something to you, I must have made some kind of impact with my words for you to make me mod. Well anyways I'm glad you put more videos of your current mood and I enjoy reading your blogs so never give up and never let go. We are all right here.
You will probably be seeing fewer and fewer blogs from me because , well, let's face it no one wants to read about how I'm feeling or what's going on in my life. No one cares about that kind of stuff. So most of my posts will be consisting of what's going on with Darkness most of the time. If not it's likely to be something I find entertaining for the moment.
5 comments:
Sakura.
Hun...I love you so much and honestly if noone cared about you they wouldnt come here. Hun your an amazing person and you've created something...like child amlost. Its fed (by the ppl who chatter away into the long hours of the night) and its great. Just because some ppl dont get on much doesnt mean anything. Alot has changed for alot of people since you first started the chat. You don't see it like we do. Your the owner. You werent ever a green person in the bottom of the list who had to earn the peoples respect as they got on. When I was a noob in here. (both times)It sucked. the first time. Two mays ago it took me a literal month to get membership. Then in october when I left it took me three weeks when i got back. but it was so worth it.
I love you and everyone in here.
honestly...i've not been happier then when these "crack heads" get me laughing.
anyways hun
love you
Keri.
I think a lot more people would be sad if darkness went away then would be happy v.v If it stresses sakura out too much then i think she should give it a break...not too long though :/
As for many people not coming anymore, it seems to me that a Lot of people on xat in general dont come on anymore. Maybe they are just growing away from xat. It's sad to see them go because many of them are so memorable and I really miss them. But I am sure that my time to depart from Darkness and xat is not too far off either.
I haven't been reading sakuras blogs long, but when I'm bored or just need some intelligent or any conversation at all it's nice to scroll down and learn about someone else's life, and not worry so much about my own. Please keep writiing :3
~Poi
The chat fluctuates a lot, with and without you; it's like everything my friend. Sometimes things in life are kicking and wonderful other times just so low you might not feel like even living anymore. To be honest I don't know you well enough to say this next thing but I'm going to say it because this is who I am. I feel that giving up on things that help people during the day and letting it go would be weak and the most simple, easiest way out of doing something instead of fighting for something you created to see its rise in the future. Someone wouldn't give their all into something of someone else’s because it's not theirs. So you know of a few ppl that are or even were you friends that came here all the time right? What about your new friends that have been coming here? What about them Sakura? People change, things change but there's always something to look forward to. And that person whose life was ruined is the person I feel sorry for because a room doesn't destroy a life, only you can destroy you; that person has to discover his words were only meant to him. I have noticed that this room has had it's share of racist, sexist and mean people come in here and some are still here just hiding behind a mask going unnoticed to the rest but not to me. I've seen them change their minds, their attitudes and their ways and then I seen them come out and show their real selves once in a while. I watch the screen a lot because I am a loser and have no life but honestly I don't care. In darkness I have met some great and amazing ppl whom are pervs but goofy ppl as well and I think of them as my friends. You Sakura are one of those ppl and its f-in weird of me to say something like this but Darkness did change my life and it's because of my actions and who I am inside that did it. I'm glad that you are here, I'm glad that I met you, Kylie, Keri, Jack, Poi, Brandon, Bella, Declan, Shark, Bubba, DH, Skittle, Jimmeh, Cody, Jasmine, Fuzzy and Matt and that's just a few. I get on here every day that I can because I like it here; I like these ppl because in some real odd way, they make me really smile. I know that this is just a chat room and I could be doing a lot more right now with myself but why? Why would I want to go out there and meet new ppl that will only hurt me or just turn out to be fake, when I can just come here and be weird, odd and random in this darkness where I first came to get cookies and never left!
I went from a simple guess that got kicked to being a mod and that has to mean something to you, I must have made some kind of impact with my words for you to make me mod. Well anyways I'm glad you put more videos of your current mood and I enjoy reading your blogs so never give up and never let go. We are all right here.
Love Always,
Damon
*I fixed it*
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